Fransisca's Tales

Welcome University

2012-02-03T22:08:00.002+07:00

I have passed the ELBP. 15weeks passed so fast. Feel like I just felt so sad leaving my hometown and slept in the new room with strange atmosphere around.
2weeks later I'll formally become the Business student at Monash. Will get new friends and new teachers again. I'm so excited yet afraid to face university pressure later.

Forbidden Love

2012-01-17T20:04:00.003+07:00

17th January 2009, a boy told his feeling for the second time to the same girl. Tried to be with her again and with the unchanged feeling after waiting for more than a year, the girl accepted his love again. Tried to draw a new love story, they passed the sad and happy time together.

with the limited time to meet up, most of their time together could be spent only by phone. The boy said, he loved the way she laughed and always wanted to see her smile. He was afraid to see her tears fell down.

Though he difficult to control his emotion, but the girl always try to be patient and try not to fire up his anger.

Laying her head on his shoulder while he was driving and always said to drive slowly so that they had more times together. Every second is very important and never wanted to waste even a second.

He ever promised, would never leave her again and afraid to lose her. However, forbidden love will never last. He found another good girl that fill his heart. He broke her heart for the second time and even deeper than before.

Two years they passed together and all of his promises are just a bullshit now, but how dumb is this girl still cry and wait for him to come back again. her feeling never changed though she feels hurt so bad.

Sorry, I'm still love you. In memoriam our love.

You

2012-01-13T22:32:00.002+07:00

Teach me how to forget you?

It's 2012

2012-01-01T22:25:00.002+07:00

WELCOME 2012...

New Year Resolution:
-Be a pride for my parents
-Be more mature
-Pass my ELBP
-Success in my study
(strong enough to face the hectic university schedule)

See you again Medan

2011-12-29T23:57:00.005+07:00

I want more holidays. Holiday will end soon and year 2011 too. two days left before begin the new year. blink our eyes and the new day will come again.

had dinner with my ladies just now. so happy happy, damn happy but unfortunately Aileen can't join us tonight. Wish I can spend more time with them.

Tomorrow I will go back to KL with my parents. Going to leave Medan with heavy heart.

Christmas Eve

2011-12-24T22:32:00.008+07:00

Tonight is Christmas Eve and like usual, nothing special at my home, because my family is not Christian. However, can I make my Christmas wish list?

Sweet Christmas Eve, bloggers!

Will Santa come?

2011-12-23T16:03:00.003+07:00

What a wonderful life in Medan. Breakfast is served perfectly every morning, find everything delicious at every corner of this city and go anywhere by four wheels vehicle. I just want to stay longer at here.

Christmas is coming. will Santa come and give the Christmas gifts?

I just want my bracelet back. the bracelet which he gave me 4years ago. I lost it at KL. I will never can find the same bracelet. He is the one who make it meaningful. I've lost him and now I lost his gift too :(

Safe Flight for you

2011-12-21T00:48:00.002+07:00

stood in front of your house. don't know i should be happy or sad to have no chance to meet you, even we are at the same land now. I wish could meet you, but I'm afraid you will ignore me and hurt my heart deeper.
Safe flight for you and your family. Have a pleasant trip.

I MISS YOU.

Hometown...

2011-12-19T23:21:00.002+07:00

YEAY! I'm at Medan right now.
Met up with Aileen, Kelvain and Febe this afternoon. We went to the movie and had a tea time at Sushi Tei. Anyway, Mission Impossible is damn awesome, though the movie is quite long.

Hope I have chance again to meet up with them and the others.

Tonight I filled up my tummy with a lot of durian and Martabak Bangka.. nom nom nom.
This is heaven of food.

Medan! I'll be back......

2011-12-16T23:34:00.003+07:00

It's 17 Dec now? Means tomorrow I will go back to Medan.... So happy when I have my passport in my hand.. after keep complaining to the PSO officer everyday. like finally.

I had my dinner with 10 others at Kim Garry just now. a late dinner because we must wait at the PSO until 8PM.

My housemates, Edrea and Pricil will go back to their hometown first this morning... will sleep alone for a night :(

Safe flight girls!

Let me Go Home!

2011-12-15T15:35:00.001+07:00

3 days to go back to Medan!!!

Cook & Love

2011-12-10T20:45:00.003+07:00

How I love cooking more and more. I'm so grateful to mom has bought me this electric stove so that i can cook everyday. Always feel happy and satisfied when my friends said that they like my cooking, though I only can cook a simple dinner everyday.

So, today menu is broccoli with oyster sauce and black pepper fried sausage. :9

Ignore the color of food. the taste is really good for the amateur like me.

Keep Calm and Snap On

2011-12-09T23:22:00.001+07:00

DONE

2011-12-07T22:29:00.003+07:00

finally done my summary. going to start the critical review tomorrow! HWAITING!

suddenly discussed about studying at Le Cordon Bleu with Theja. I want to study at Sydney so bad.. I want to continue my study at LCB after this ELBP course, but my mom always makes many reasons for me not to study there. I'm really not interested in business and i never like to stay at Malaysia. However, I can't make my own decision. My mom will always win when we made the arguments.

!!!!

2011-12-06T00:27:00.007+07:00

It's 1.25 AM right now and I'm still struggling with this critical review. I have just summarize 3 books out of 6 sources. BIG SIGH! I hope i can finish 1 more summary tonight. trying hard not to be sleepy while reading those articles and books.

well, here are some photos taken last Saturday. Met up with Cete cc and stayed a night with her and her friend at the hotel.

I keep imagining that you would come with your sister and we would have so much fun at here like you promised before. But now it is just my dream and your history as well.

Happy 18th Ichsan!

2011-11-30T22:10:00.005+07:00

Ichsan is getting older! Bullied him at the South Quay park with 11 others. woohoo!

Tomorrow is the first Listening Test guys... Good Luck everyone!

Good Night...

A MESS

2011-11-29T20:47:00.002+07:00

I'm still an ELBP student but these marketing books have messed my desk and they will remain here for 2weeks ahead. I really confuse how to do this critical review. Damn!

Pile up

2011-11-28T23:07:00.002+07:00

Spent a whole day in my room. my books mess up my desk and i really can't concentrate. this is the 8th week of the course and the first listening test will come up this Thursday. Nervous and panic!

Finger It

2011-11-27T22:55:00.003+07:00

Super like these cute things sticking on my books....
Edrea made the girl holding the balloons silhouette for me. <3

Breaking Dawn

2011-11-25T22:53:00.006+07:00

hi readers!

I have just watched Breaking Dawn with 14classmates. I damn love the wedding scene. Flightless Bird always sounds romantic... Renesmee, the cute yet weird baby's name given to Bella and Cullen newborn baby girl.
So many scenes were cut and the ending really disappoint all of us.

But I'm satisfied enough can get 15 tickets for the movie which was premiere yesterday on the weekend. Felt very contented when the machine printed out the receipt for the credit card after 15credit cards were declined today.

Let's start with forever -Edward Cullen

Fly away- Corrine May

2011-11-21T19:22:00.003+07:00

"When will you be home?" she asks
As we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Jealousy

2011-11-20T21:51:00.001+07:00

Be strong ,Ta Ie...

2011-11-19T23:19:00.002+07:00

I got the bad news again this morning. my mom said that my auntie is in the critical condition and now she can't talk anymore. though I'm not that close with auntie, but she is very kindhearted and the funniest auntie. She's a strong woman, she never afraid though the cancer has destroyed many parts of her body. A few months ago, the last time i met her, she still looked very strong without any illness.

Be strong, auntie. all of us believe that God will always by your side. Miracle will come soon.
God, please don't let her leave us so fast.

Blade & Ice

2011-11-17T21:53:00.005+07:00

so happy today could run on the ice again. it has been years since my last time i skated. my brain keep remembering the first time i met him, on the ice ring. for the first time i knew him and my heart was attacked till today.
sometimes i ever regret why i met him that day....

Hah! Stop the flashback. I'm just so happy today. I wish one day i have chance to skate with you, boy...

You treated me like a rose

2011-11-16T15:11:00.006+07:00

We drew our happy future, we always believed we would never be apart.
every sweet talks with you, i miss how we did that every night. waiting to each other and only had a few hours to have a conversation everyday is very meaningful for me for these two years.
All of your little surprises that always made me speechless in front of you, i never can describe how my feeling was that time, i just knew you're the only one who able to make me move my lips to smile widely.

COLOURSTRUCK

2011-11-15T15:47:00.003+07:00

Far away

2011-11-14T21:42:00.005+07:00

Dear someone who is far far away there.....

I hope you know I'm still thinking of you and i miss you so bad.

when the Trees and Wind featuring together

2011-11-06T15:28:00.003+07:00

I just found a comfortable spot in my campus to online. A small park with some benches and shady trees. The cool wind keep blowing my hair gently. I love today's atmosphere !

HAPPY SUNDAY!!!

Good....Bye....

2011-11-01T20:47:00.003+07:00

SHED MY LAST TEARS AND START THE NEW PAGE!

Broke

2011-10-31T20:26:00.004+07:00

I saw you standing close with someone else, happily. I was burst in tears a whole night.
I know I must be happy to see you happy with her, but I always wish to be the one who makes you happy.
Can't mad or even hate you, I'm an idiot!

why can you forget me easily?

Happy Birthday NOVALIANA!

2011-10-30T20:19:00.003+07:00

Imagine

2011-10-27T15:50:00.006+07:00

Mr. Gerrard showed the video of the audition of the amazing candidate in X Factor in the class this afternoon. Emmanuel with the imperfect physics, he has no perfect hands and legs and unidentified family background. However he was gifted the beautiful voice from the God. I was so impressed when watched the video just now. God is always fair!

F-R-I-E-N-D-S

2011-10-23T15:49:00.007+07:00

How's life readers?
rarely to update my blog nowadays. I often go out until night with my new friends. Always drop my body weakly on my bed after reach home.
Unfortunately, I just got my internet connection last two days. with the limited quota I ought to online at the library again. *sigh*

Some photos from Malacca. A whole class joined the excursion last Wednesday.

By the way, Happy Birthday to my Lovely Anncely! Today's her 18th Birthday.
Last night Christine and I gave her a surprise birthday call. Today my other friends at Medan will give her a surprise. how I miss our moments when giving a birthday surprise to each other. :(

Finally

2011-10-12T15:38:00.007+07:00

heyhooo everyone.
after living without internet connection for a few days, I just can online through the Campus' wifi connection. my residence is really sucks. the aircon just has been repaired just now and the internet connection hasn't working until today. I really wanna go home!!

:(

yesterday I met Aileen, Jesslyn, Anncely and Kelvain at Sunway Pyramid. I miss them soooo muchhh!! so happy could meet them for a while.

I'm going to gym with my new friends now.
see yaa!

Mom & Bro ♥

2011-10-07T22:34:00.006+07:00

Today I wasted some hours without mommy and kenken. I had the orientation from 11-3pm. Tomorrow they will leave me, sad is not enough to describe about my feeling now. I start to cry again. I've been so tired just now, but I forced myself to walk around Pavilion with mom & kenken. I don't want to miss any last second with them.

Regret that I haven't taken any picture with mom since yesterday.
Safe flight for both of my dearest! See you again very soon :*

BRAND NEW LIFE

2011-10-06T22:58:00.005+07:00

I've been here, Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur. I cried when my dad wanted to leave from the airport. I also cried while bbm with my sister. They asked me to study hard and take a good care at here. :(

Feel so unsatisfied with my hostel room. The room is quite small and looks like hospital room, the unlimited internet quota and unlimited time to turn on the aircon. Nowhere is like home!
I haven't met the unit-mate as I stay at hotel with my mom and kenken for 2nights.
Hope I can adaptation with my new social living, moreover I'm quiet and dislike to talk too much with the new friend.
Tomorrow I will have the Orientation Day in the morning, but I don't want to sleep now. I want to spend more time with my mom and kenken :(

Some photos taken tonight

:'(

2011-10-05T23:51:00.002+07:00

So, tonight is my last night I sleep on my bed, stare at the stars in my room . I've been so hubbub for these few weeks and the day will come tomorrow. Fortunately my mom and kenken will depart with me tomorrow, though they will only stay with me for 2nights at KL.
I hardly to describe my feeling right now.
Hope everything will be fine when I live independently there.

Good night, readers!

It may not be a Farewell

2011-10-02T08:56:00.003+07:00

Farewell is the word I hate. Saying farewell to a friend is just like we will never meet again.
Last night I had a dinner gathering with my ladies. Maybe it would be our last meeting before I depart as we have no time anymore to gather and some of them can't go to the airport on my departure date.
We also made a Cyber Birthday Surprise for Christine. She cried while skype-ing with us.
Thanks to technology has made our distance shorter.

2011-09-30T20:46:00.001+07:00

Feeling Blue! :(

7

2011-09-29T20:11:00.000+07:00

SEVEN DAYS LEFT

Morning Blog

2011-09-27T09:54:00.005+07:00

I'm just so excited to serve some simple food for my family. This morning I woke up at 6 and made Chicken Burger for my little brother and my parents. Some boxes of maki sushi to be sold for my sister's workmate.

Every raindrops to the ground means my love to you

2011-09-26T16:48:00.001+07:00

When the clouds fall the rain to the earth, I always remember your words.
"Every raindrops to the ground means my love to you"

2011-09-25T23:14:00.000+07:00

Another Sunday will past again. 11 days left

Braids

2011-09-23T20:14:00.008+07:00

After 2years I have my short hair, I want long long hair right now. Then I will braid my future long hair. Please grow longer and faster!

Braids reminds me of my childhood, my maid often braided my hair before I go to school.

Last moment last chance

2011-09-22T21:37:00.005+07:00

I've just finished watch My Girlfriend is Gumiho, a fiction Korean drama. It's about a man who falls in love with a Gumiho-9tailed fox that transform become a beautiful lady with two deep dimples. I was crying during the last episode. How lucky Miho could be loved by a human. The man doesn't refuse or even hesitate to die for her. Though the girl is not a human.

The man was so sad on the last day as they could not find any place for their last date.

And... after the man had waited for a few years, Miho came back. They live happily ever after.

One thing that I wish, I could be with the one I love before I leave, like them.
I even can't call or text him anymore. Just give me a chance to meet him for the last time.

Busy Day

2011-09-21T22:04:00.003+07:00

A different day I had today. I had left my home at 9 to mom's office.
I'm a sudden employee as my mom's employee must give birth this morning. So, I will be busy 2weeks ahead before I go. Such a tiring work and I don't really enjoy it. I more enjoy to spend my time in the kitchen a whole day than sit down in front of the office desk.

Today I also purchased La Maison macarons by Stella Lowis. I super duper like the salted caramel flavor and my mom loves it too. 1 macaron shared with both of us is not enough though.

Hope I can sleep well after the tiring work.

Good night!
:)

Counting Days

2011-09-20T23:37:00.002+07:00

Booked the hotel for my mom and kenken for 6 October, the day I will leave for KL.
Got email from Monash about the ELBP Orientation schedule.
Ah, from these 2things, I suppose to be excited or sad to leave my home?
I'm curious about the new life there, but I'm so sad when I will sleep alone and no meals served on the dine table like usual. I still can't imagine will not find any noisiness of my home in just a few days.

The internet sucks and life is too

2011-09-19T21:22:00.002+07:00

Living without internet connection really makes the incomplete days. Humans' life are depending on the technology nowadays.

yesterday i have bought some daily needs that i will use at KL. Felt so sad while choosing the stuffs.
2weeks to go :(

No Love in a cage

2011-09-13T12:58:00.003+07:00

My dream to fly freely with the one in my heart has vanished. I'm just like a bird in a cage.

2011-09-12T20:00:00.003+07:00

2011-09-11T21:53:00.003+07:00

It's Sunday and nothing different, everyday is holiday for me. The worst is that I'm alone a whole day at home.

Time spent with Mr. Red in front of me and I laughed a lot while watching Running man. Paused in the middle of the show and polished my finger nails. Milky Chocolate!

Back to School

2011-09-10T23:05:00.006+07:00

holaaa.
So happy today could meet up with my ladies, Aileen, Jesslyn, Feshelya, Febe and the others. today all of us gather at school to fingerprint our High School certificate. Everyone was very mad as our principal informed us to wear the uniform to school. On the other hand i was so excited to wear my white-gray uniform again. geez.
How i miss the school life badly :(

Hit the road with tricycles to Sun Plaza with 4others. haha. So much fun, we gossiped and laughed together.

I'm addicted with Running man recently. Am going to continue the next episode and break the silent night with my laugh :D

Good night, loves

Come Back

2011-09-09T12:44:00.005+07:00

It has been more than a year since I logged in to my blog. I have cleaned my older posts and I want to start to update my blog again. These few months was totally boring and less than 30days I will leave my hometown, start the new stage of life at Malaysia.

Too much pain and sorrow I feel. Too complicated to share.
I got flashbacks often and my tears dropped uncontrolable. But it energize me to stand tall and never be a weak young lady.